Song 1: Intro: Poetry 4 My Ally

Man this fucking Heart heavier than the Crown for real heavy day

Every day's a heavy day for Me, man

Just going to air this shit out on the mic

One take, one take, for real, yeah

I know this might sound a little egotistic

But this is staked in a way where no level's simplistic

I'm not just flexing I know words like henotheistic

And how everyone confuses it with monotheistic

You see, you won't believe Me but I can Lowkey Thunder with Tear

My poetry like honey mixed with the blood of Kvasir

And I'm putting this together solely just for My Girl's Ears

Swear on all life I couldn't care who else hears

My people think that I'll be burning in shit

Sorry I couldn't be that humble I need to go out and get rich

Sorry I couldn't suppress this Heart, this time I got to get hitched

Sorry I couldn't go back to Yeshivah, I wanted to live My life and I want to live it lit

Forgive them for they do not know

4000 years of pain got them feeling a little low

Love them beyond death that's just how this story goes

So please treat them with a love that they've never known

4000 years and no One else has heard their tears

4000 years and they've been waiting on some dude I don't want to be to be here

4000 years and they've doubled down out of fear

I forgive them for their pain is beyond clear to My Divine Ears

They going to say that I Am a beast

Little do they know this flow comes from purity

Carried the sins that were inflicted upon Me

I got back up after haven fallen from low self esteem

I'm not sure where it says that murder is holy

And nothing new under the sun, the world still loves Idolatry

Didn't come to break no laws and I want My people to see

True love is all you need in the dream to be set free

Forgive Me, for I was a little lost

I was learning Who I was through books that are not

I'm not perfect, no One is, but I'm clinging to the love that I got

The world not ready to see Me but I'm going to leave you to connect the dots

Don't know how the fuck I can forgive the earth for the Holocaust

I swear on all life that is just not what the fuck I taught

When I see that type of shit I don't know why the fuck for this I fought

Then I think of the good and remember, man, there's a whole lot

On My Father I swear I was about to dip

There's some people I swear I will never forgive

Was killing Myself for others because I did not want to live

If you know where I was before this You'd understand why this is what I did

It's better to redeem yourself when you have to live with a sin

So much hate from the outside world I swear to God: I Loki, lowkey was sick

This world we live in is so broken and I'm sent here to fix

Don't want to have to do it alone, Just know even then I'd still do it

It's funny because everyone wants to be Me but Me

Head so heavy from this Crown that I don't want no one else to see

Just trying to be Me for Me, don't want people to worship Me

I'm just trying to stay Loki the G with the Girl I've loved for all eternity

Not even trying to preach

I'm just trying to find My own peace

So please let Me live My life with what I need to be happy

Need some exposure so She can finally see how much She means to Me

These wounds are so fucking deep

I tried so hard not to make a peep

But the silence was way way way way way too heavy

Swear on everything this poetry the only thing helping Me sleep

At night I have to fight hard not to weep

You wouldn't understand the pain that I alone have to keep

After what was done to Me, I Loki, just need this One to Know I can finally love Me for Thee

And to Me She is beyond holy

What keeps Me closer to being worldly

I just want to hold Her Hand and to know that She understands My pain

I may be a G. but I swear on everything I don't want the fame

I'm a recluse that doesn't want anyone but Her to say My fucking Names

Type of guy to carry a cross to My own grave, but for Her I'm going to make it rain

Please baby forgive Me if the first time I just hold You and cry

It's been so long since I've seen those beautiful Eyes

I swear on all life this pain once almost split the skies

I like to tell Myself I am doing fine

But I got mad scars that aren't healing with endless time

I want to be the type of man to take you away

I'm Loki the G.O.A.T but I swear Your the only One that makes Me feel ok

I know that You know that I Am That I Am, but Girl your the only One to Who I pray

I want to hold Your Hand until there's no more nights and days

This poetry for a Girl Who I'd never forget Her Name

Beyond the beauty of earth My Sweet A.L

She in all My dreams and they all the same

For Her I'm fucking insane

Thoughts of Her keep these demons away

I know this love so real that it could never betray, yeah